10 Questions I am Going To Ask Myself This Year

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e all you can be, is a motto I tell my children all the time. I thought it was high time I practice what I preach. I often see myself as somewhat content with my life the way things are, but of course it's hard to think of anything else, when there are always some kind of real issues we are all facing in the world and sometimes in our own lives. “Don’t feel bad, you’re not the only one, breath” Still, like so many, I too aspire for something deeper and more meaningful with my life. So, are we all pelted with problems? Honestly this shouldn't even bother or even hinder us in becoming all we ought to be, if we truly believe that we are Gods and as for me, we are also the Creator. Our aspirations when we were children and innocent, should continue to live within us. They don’t have to be even short-lived, if we are willing to hold on to the dream. You know that saying? You can't teach an old dog new tricks… or can they? Here are 10 questions am going to be asking myself this year, especially since my awakening journey to the new or shall I say, to the remembering of the ancient me.

1. What isn’t that I truly want?

The question of the ages. So many things I want to do with my life and so little time to even go about during the day. Now that I have found myself and myself has found me, everyday I now awake, there is an energy that wants to do all and everything!
And I remember, I am a God and Creator in a Human vessel

So, I must prioritise or am going to lose heart again.

I must find something that I am good at and that can help me realise that small step towards self-improvement and fulfilment of my life. Diligence is the key to know that every step, be it big or small, is worth it.

2. Should I and can I really change?

Today’s generation has taken another level of redefining ‘the self’, or at least that’s what our generation is saying.

Having a bunch of teenagers, nieces and nephews has taught me that there are far worse things that they could have had than acne or maybe even promiscuity. So how does this fit into my lifestyle?

If history has taught us one thing, and that is, the life is a cycle and what goes up, must come down and what comes down, must go up. “nothing new under the sun” So they say.

But aren’t we in the new cycle? Isn’t this the golden age? And aren’t we the people of the Sun?

Surely if all this is the case, then change is a must and a DNA natural upgrade process. We can learn new things and explore new worlds only if we chose too and believe that all things are possible.

3. What’s the bright side in all of this?

With so much is happening around us there seem to be no room for even considering that light at the end of the tunnel. We can still see it as something positive without undergoing so much scrutiny. And if it’s a train at the end of the tunnel, take it for a ride and see what makes the world go round!

4. Am I comfortable with what I’m doing?

There’s always the easy way and the right way when it comes to deciding what goes with which shoes, or purse, shirt and whatnot. It doesn’t take a genius to see yourself as someone unique, or else we’ll all be equally the same in everything we do. Variety brings in very interesting and exciting questions to be experimented for the soul.

5. Have I done enough for myself?

Hmm, Have I? Or is there something more I want to do? Discontentment in every aspect can be dangerous in large doses, but in small amounts I’ll be able to see and do things I could never imagine doing before.

6. Am I happy at where I am today?

This is quite an unfair question I think, so let it be an answer for right now? I love being a good and loving mom to my children, okay so that means I can take it up a notch! My children will love me forever and thank me for at least trying to do my best. The same goes with everyday life!

7. Am I appealing to the opposite sex?

You might at first glance think this is a crazy question to ask myself as a married woman of 28 years. But if I am not working on my physicial apprence it life how can I then keep the spice of my marriage alive? Just a thought. Marriage doesn’t have to be hard work and boring, well at least for me. Whether I shape-up, change the way I wear my clothes or hair, or even my attitude towards people, I should always remember it will always be for my own benefit.

8. How much could I have?

I suppose in this case there is no such things on having things too much or too little, but it’s more on how badly I really need it in my life right now, this moment. “Ah the moment” Something I am learning to do each day.

I’d like to have lots of money, no denying that. I mean what is the point of being a creator, if I am not willing to create? But the question I must ask myself is. “How much am I willing to work for it?”

9. What motivates me?

What motivates me? It’s an answer I have to find out for myself. There are so many things that can make everyone happy, but to choose one of the top of my head may be the hardest part. It’s not like I can’t have one serving of my favourite food in a buffet and that’s it. I’m just going to try it piece by piece.

10. What Really Makes me Tick?

So? What really makes me tick? I can be just about anything I always wanted to be, but to realise that attaining something that may seem very difficult is already giving up before I even start that journey. Always remember, that self-improvement is not just about the physical or philosophical change I have to undergo, but it’s about knowing it’s something that I really want to discover for the soul and myself.